Gods grace.

God is chyoo good! So many times I am in awe of God! He continues to bless me way beyond what I could ever imagine. I don't deserve anything, it's all Gods amazing mercy, grace and love. God I am Yours! Not my will but Yours be done! I love you Lord!

God has showed me lately to have complete faith in Him like a child, clinging to Him for everything, having complete faith and peace knowing that God is right here holding my hand! God is my joy!
\(＾∇＾)/ praise the Lord!

God is good! ^__^
Keep Japan is your prayers, they need Jesus!

Thanksgiving~

It's thanksgiving! I hope that everyone had a blessed and wonderful thanksgiving. God blessed me so much with being able to just be in awe of His amazing mercy, grace and love continually and I am so thankful that Jesus saved me! God I am Yours, not my will but Yours be done Jesus!

Below are some pictures of the food, table decorations, pies and also the favors I made everyone. They were little bags with some homemade chocolate cookies I made the night before. And then on the from was the bible verse Psalm 95:2 I believe? God is good ね！


Please remember to keep Japan in your prayers, they need Jesus. They don't even know of His love, mercy grace. They need Jesus!

I love you Jesus!!!
- Ally

Being broken...

It's something we all don't like but we all need. So many times I pray for God to mold and shape me, and then when He is breaking me I'm like " why God, this is too hard" but then God pours out His grace upon me and makes me more like Jesus daily. A few days ago God kept showing me all day in my classes that He has a reason for everything. And I was like "that's cool, so why did you show me this today God? What do you have for to learn from it?" but like I didn't get an answer, and then after that I had horrible, very very hard spiritual warfare. Satan trying to use my guilty conscience to torment me, and I kept crying out to God to save me and to show me what I needed to do. But I had no answer, it was the first time in my walk with God that I felt like He was not there and it scared me. I thought I had did spending wrong, I kept going over and over in my head of the past week. Guilting myself for everything and Satan all the more used this to torment me more. But I was not Satan that made me scared, it as feeling like I couldn't feel Gods presence. But I kept reminding myself of scriptures, that God will never leave me nor forsake me. One of my biggest problems when I go through spiritual warfare is I become sick, physically. I become ill. And the other day my friend told me that I was letting my guilt of not feeling like I am good enough to torment me, which led to spiritual warfare. So I started to pray about it, God what am I doing wrong??? And still no answer. I kept crying out knowing that God could hear me. And today it hit, wall I was doing my growing in grace class which God had really put on my heart but Satan was trying to make me feel like I should not do, but making me super sleepy, my flesh being lazy. But then I started it and it was all on contrasting the Old Covenant: law and the New Covenant: Grace. And I was like "this is cool" but then like halfway through it hit me, I heard God again and He said to my heart "your living in the law" and I was super confused? Because I know that I cannot do anything without God, so I prayed and God showed me: who is the one who makes you able to love? Who is the one who forgave you of your sins? Who is the one who gives you a heart for the lost? Who is the one whom loved you first, which is why I love God because He first loves me. Who is the one of puts that peace and joy in your heart? Who is the one who daily gives you the strength to be dilligent? Who is the one who takes away the veil? Who is the one who gives you the love to love your brothers and sisters in Christ? Who is your savior? And I was like "God You are!" and God put it on my heart: then why are you trying to do it? And I realized that I was trying to be loving, I was trying to love God with all my heart and soul, I was trying to be dilligent, I was trying to love my brothers and sisters in Christ, I was trying to love the lost, I was trying to be... Holy, Righteous and Pure. Which is what the law tells us to be. But we cannot do it, if we live by the law we are slowly killing our self. I have been saved by the grace of God through faith in Jesus Christ, it is not of works lest anyone boast by it is a gift from God. God showed me I was trying to live how God wanted me to, and God broke me. He showed me I cannot do t and it literally kills me (makes me ill and sick.) and God showed me that the reason why I am able to live how God wants me to is by His grace. I can't do it, I knew I couldn't but I was still trying and it was not until God broke me and showed me that any good in me is from God. Every good and perfect gift comes from the Father of lights. God showed me I can't do it, but He can. And when I was Broken He picked my up and fixed me by His amazing mery, grace and love. I felt this huge weight lift off of me, I wanted to dance ad song and praise the Lord! I wanted to drop to my knees and praise God! Truly God is good. And after that God showed me that it is not be doing anything but It is God working in and through me by His grace, making me more like Jesus daily. God Is my Lord and savior and everyday is a wonderful day, because Jesus Christ died for my sins and I have life in Him.

Christmas shopping and Gods amazing grace and mercy.

God has really been showing me just how much He has blessed me in just the past week. We are so easy to forget the blessings God has done for us and also even miss them. Daily God just shows me how He will never leave me. It seems so easy? Have faith completely in God and give it all to God, but we so easily worry. Im a worry wart.., I worry. But God out of His grace and mercy continues to work on me daily. I love God with all my heart and soul and only want what He has for me. Lord please help me, to daily die to myself and my flesh and let You Holy Spirit rule and reign in my life. I love you Lord! ^__^

Also, I went Christmas shopping!!! It's almost Christmas dude! It's less than a week to thanksgiving. And I'm almost done with my second semester of bible college?!?!! God is so truly good! ^__^

God is so truly good. He blows my mind each and everyday with His love. I am nothing without God. Lord, I am Yours, my life belongs completely to You oh Lord! Use me Lord, not my will but Yours be done.
I don't want what I want. I want what God wants. I decrease, God increase.

I love Jesus!!! \(＾∇＾)/ praise the Lord!

-Ally

Let it snow let it snow let it snow

It snowed! On November 10th 2011 it snowed in Michigan. It's late this year, last year it snowed November 5th hehe. So lately God has been showing me that I kept trying to do everything on my own. Like I know I can't do anything without God, and yet I kept trying to make my schedule and be super dilligent on my own. And God showed me that I can't do it. I need God for every little thing, and so after I just gave it all to God an was broken before God crying out for help, God rescued me. ^__^ He showed me that each and everyday I need to come to Him, asking and seeking what classes He has for me to do that day. And I've I gave it all to God, all my classes I did that day that God put on my heart where such a blessing! He re lighted the fire and excitement for my classes! God is chyoo good! And here is the verse that God really encouraged me with yesterday, Malachi 3:16 <-- awesome verse! God write are name down in the book of remembrance, He loves to hear from us! God is good!

Update!!!

I can't believe how fast time is going by, I am already more than halfway done in all my bible college classes! Wahh!!! I'm almost finished with my second semester!!! God is good. He continues to show me how I am nothing without God, but that He is my everything and in Jesus I can do all things! God is my strength! ^__^ all my classes are such a huge blessing, each and everyone God has me taking this semester for a reason. The past 2 months I have had tons of spiritual warfare, but through it God has strengthened me and showed me I cannot do it without Him. It's a daily relationship with Jesus, clinging to the cross know I am nothing without God, but He is my bread of life, my living water. God is good! Daily I fall more in love with Him! \(＾∇＾)/ praise the Lord! So... Another thing I want to say is that I am so blessed with beig able to still attend ccginowan in Okinawa by online stream. God has blessed both me and my mom and many other people through this. Thank Lord! All glory and honor be to God! So until my next update, またね!

-Ally

Christmas time~

Ahh it's almost Christmas time!!! I've already watched this movie once this year, and will again on thanksgiving and on christmas hahahah! Lol...

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God is awesome!!!

Blog updates

Ta~da I can finally update my blog through my iPod! Praise the Lord! I'll be able to also post pictures again. Today... I am doing Ephesians class, missions and the gospel of John and already God has just been pouring out His amazing love and mercy upon me. And the understanding from God, God is good ね！

Another thing I have noticed is that fall has come... And is almost gone, these pictures were taken two weeks ago and already the weather has gotten so cold that it might snow... Lol!